Before I continue down the proverbial rabbit hole any further I have to admit that writing this blog has me feeling vulnerable, unbelievably so. I understand that the drive that compels me to follow this form of expression is leading me to ask questions of myself. What is this drive about?
Right now I feel it is demanding me to define myself more, which can only be helpful as in the past I have tended to be a bit too nebulous. “A bit”, is that being nebulous?! Aggghhhh.
Now I am reminded of a wonderful quote by Rilke:
” i beg you…to have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. don’t search for the answers, which could not be given you now, because you would not be able to live them. and the point is, to live everything. live the questions now. perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without ever noticing it, live your way into the answer…”
Ok, so I let go of my hold on this root here to slide down into the darkness of the rabbit hole. In the darkness the word synergy flashes bright. Synergy- the union of two or more principles, qualities that when combined, can create a greater whole.
Synergy- why did I choose this word as the name for the healing work I give and receive?
Long, convoluted story, so I imagine the words will come to me to give it shape, that definition that is being evoked by the blog master ( blog master- that inner task master in my head?)